I don’t know. I’m so exhausted lately, not getting enough sleep or calories, and maybe my judgment is slightly off. Have you ever had an instant connection to someone? Like from the moment you saw them, you got a sense that they would somehow be important in your life even if you could not understand why at the time? But what if you learned later that that person stood for everything you fight against? How do you resolve that dissonance? Do you believe that people are placed in your life for a reason and that even though on paper they may seem like the last person you would ever have respect for, you go off of those first instincts and embrace the connection? Or is life just filled with funny coincidences and you are supposed to take everything with a grain of salt and move on… as of late, I’ve gone more with the latter school of thought, but there was just something different this time and I’m having difficulty shaking it off. Maybe I just need a really, really long nap.